A letter of Love
From My heart on your heart,
may also we recognize the Divine Love’s presence.
can also we see every other as One.
My dear One,
Is there someone in your lifestyles, a friend or relative, whom you find it hard to like?
possibly this man or woman changed into unkind to you, even bullied or abused you within the past.
while you consider this man or woman, love isn’t always what you experience. you can sense anger, rage, even hatred. you could have other strong uncomfortable emotions that arise as well.
what’s conserving you caught in those old emotions?
how are you going to launch them and move right into a area of affection?
in spite of everything, while you experience these feelings, the alternative character isn’t feeling them.
it’s YOU who’re being held within the chains of vintage pains and vintage feelings.
one in all my mom’s sisters died lately. Even tho’ i’ve know for years and years that she hurt me deeply while i was a child, i used to be no longer stimulated to deal with my feelings approximately her. rather, i’ve just averted her for many years.
Now, she’s in spirit and that i find that I can’t recollect even one type or generous issue that she did for me or all of us else. My heart is full of pain, not love.
This female turned into a bully. i’ve clear memories of her bullying her husband. “Honey, drop useless!” she would say to this gentle soul.
She bullied her eldest son into believing he become silly, despite the fact that he changed into of common intelligence. are you able to believe how this affected his existence?
She bullied her daughter into turning into a series smoker.
She bullied her other sons till one in every of them moved 3,000 miles away simply to sense freed from her.
She bullied me, too, despite the fact that I wasn’t her personal child.
whenever she visited us or we visited her circle of relatives, she turned into terrible to me. I used to cover in my bed room whilst she came to our home until my mom might drag me out to greet her and her own family.
So now she’s in spirit, and that i warfare to locate a few way to forgive her so that I now not am harassed by using my feelings.
at first, my ego kicked in, and i became imply.
I started imagining her lifestyles review within the spirit realm.
“nicely, nicely,” I said to her in spirit. “subsequently you may ultimately learn the way tons you’ve got harm others. you will sense their pain yourself. true. long overdue!”
these thoughts carried no compassion in any respect.
watching myself behaving this way, i used to be decided to make a exchange in how I felt. however what could I do?
after I find I cannot experience love for someone, I understand that the problem is mine and that the drawback is internal me.
If I just blame the alternative character, nothing will alternate.
If I very own up to my feelings and ask for higher steering to heal myself, to forgive myself for having this character in my existence, i can ultimately turn out to be unfastened.
after I remember the fact that i’m the only who ought to alternate, then i am prepared to leap forward and make the ones changes.
I remembered that folks who are bullies and abusers had been bullied and abused as children themselves.
they may be IN pain!
children examine What They stay.
whilst children are bullied and abused, they often emerge as bullies and abusers, mainly as adults.
whilst kids are bullied, they may be small and they sense even smaller. They experience they don’t have any electricity, and regularly that is the reality of their situation.
once they grow up and turn out to be physically larger and stronger, they rationalize that it is their flip to wield the electricity.
some of them honestly move into a trance nation when they abuse others – the same trance state that they utilized in childhood to escape the abuse they had been receiving.
Remembering these things and asking my i am Presence to help me release my poor emotions approximately my aunt shifted me absolutely.
inside 24 hours, I could reflect onconsideration on her and experience compassion. I should say to myself, “She must have been in horrible ache all her life to deal with others so badly, mainly the human beings she cherished the maximum: her husband and kids.”
I now experience unfastened from my old resentments in the direction of my aunt, and i want her nicely.
when i am absolutely free of all my antique, dense emotional patterns, i will be capable of love everybody.
a number of the masters say that this is the best religious practice:
To “Love anybody” I have to discover a way to like myself completely, with out judgment or dilemma, with out guilt or regret.
once I shifted my attitude, I have become capable of see this lesson as a gift from my departed aunt.
It allowed me to feel forgiveness and love for her.
So that is my Love Letter.
i’m sending this Love Letter to my aunt in spirit and to myself, here on the earth.
i’m also sending like to you and anybody else nonetheless finding their way through the jungles of 0.33 Dimensional Density.
there is light on the give up of the path.
And most significantly,
there’s Love all along the way.